Saturday, October 25, 2008

simple™ day

After GEMs lesson, i meet up with Sharon and her classmates, Michelle and Justin ( a.k.a the TRIPLET SIAMESE)
We hang around at the area near Foodcourt 2. There are temporary stalls there selling clothes, foods, and souvenirs.

Today is the last day of the sale. Michelle is looking for clothes. From the reaction of Sharon and Justin, i think i already know the type of person Michelle is... ( who ever become her bf, i think he will scare go shopping with her ba ? =p)

I also buy something from a Japanese souvenirs and candy stall. Later, we go McDonalds for our "lunch-tea".
Guess what is that inside? I think those who watched Crayon Sinchan will feel familiar with this box right? which he will always ask his mum to buy d...



I like Japanese packet and food lolz... look this packet of candy, cute right?

The content inside the box...cookies and 1 piece of....

errr....1 piece of ?

Seems now the advertisement show the new Wasabi Fillet-O-Fish burger, and three of us also never try that before, so we order two sets...


Fillet-O-Fish with Wasabi sauce? how is the taste leh?


The powder of Wasabi, which is used to shake with the fries.

Well actually the taste also quite nice la, because the wasabi is mix with the mayonese sauce, so it is no TOO STRONG lolz...However, Sharon eat until cry lolz... (she buay tahan wasabi lolz, summore she always also cry de la...XD)


smile~

this is a sticker

Actually today suppose is a simple day lolz, but then something happen when i am on the way back to Malaysia (Johor Bahru)...

I am holding a toolbox which contains all the toolsets for my IE assignment (soldering). When i am going to walk across a road, suddenly my toolbox open and all my things drop out....

I am stunned lolz...and the traffic light is going to turn red soon, the cars will going to come soon too...luckily i am not in the middle of the road. Quickly i pick out the things which fall on the road first, there are some which fall on the pavement too.

I remember when my things dropped out, a lady shout "Oops!", and she walked away....The others also just walk pass by me like never see anything...When the traffic light turns red and i still picking up the stuff, those people who are standing there also just look at me ( look at me for what?? cant you all give me a hand? the cars are passing by, and i still can remember the WHEELS are just infront my eyesight lolz.... )

I think, this society is DAMN REALITY right? ><

Thursday, October 23, 2008

an USUAL day

I just dunno why... i just have a feeling
to write out about TODAY lolz...


This morning


I manage to wake up ON TIME !
Usually i will only wake up after the alarm clock rings.... (for AT LEAST 30 minutes)



I prepared everything
think that today i will reach class earlier
JUST BEFORE i am going to leave the house
I realize that i cant find the DOOR KEYS

I thought it was left in my own room
I keep on finding and finding....
Still cant manage to find it


Usually i will keep my keys in my bag or on the table
just dunno y today the keys are gone
Once again i am late
In the end i ask Sam to open the door for me
like usual again i RUSH to school....


In the afternoon


The lesson ends
me, Boon Jie and Wei Wen are having lunch at Foodcourt 4
we still manage to get a seat although it is peak hour period

Later we see a "Lion" and a "Polar Bear" in the crowd
I think they are promoting for an event...
and i take a picture with them

Evening

Lecture as usual carry on....
After the class end
somebody tells me that we are having a talk on 5pm
it is about the option selection in year 2.

We have 2 hours of free time before the talk start
the whole class go to the study area
As usual again later the class split into two groups
The another group is playing Dai Dee
and the group who i sitting with also playing card games
i am not so sure what they are playing as i went toilet during that time

I am thinking, seems there are quite alot of people there
i wanted to play MAFIA with them
i introduce the game to them
and try to bring them to play too


In the end, it is a FAILURE

I know they are not purposely spoil my effort
and i understand different social and group of peoples have different kind of thinking and interest
somemore here is Singapore, neither Malaysia, nor Kuala Lumpur too
I am not really angry and fed up
I just feel, in my life
i always have to face changes and different environment
I have to adapt to the new environment and deal with different people
seems that it is like FORCE TO BE
but there are no other CHOICES for me
In order to survive

I have to TUNE MY CHANNEL and FREQUENCY follow any situation lo =p



After that i am SILENT for a period of time...
Suddenly i think back the life of my past and my old friends at my hometown
it is such a... CLEAR MEMORY in my mind



For the Jolly Kiddies, i found this picture somewhere and i think

is best describe ALL OF US! =)


"to the author: the best credit we have to give you!"



Inside the Auditorium

From tomorrow onwards until 6/11/08, all of the Electrical and Electronic Engineering students have to make their choices on the major option of course during 2nd year.

The options available are




1) Electrical & Electronic option (E&E)
2) Electronic & Aerospace option (Aerospace)
3) Electronic & Biomedical option (Bioelectronic)
4) Nano Technology
5) Electrical & Aerospace
6) Electrical & Biomedical



The lecturer says 5 and 6 are not advisable to choose
So in other words i have 4 options available
I am not interested in BIO thingys...
so the Bioelectronic can forget about it


Which option do you think i should choose?


Night time


It is a raining night...
i walk back home after sending Sharon to the bus...
and the rain getting smaller on my way back home


I know i will be having trouble once i step back home
because i have lost the key... >.<


As i expected
i being questioned by the landlord about that
and what can i do
just apologize and promise to find back the key lo
if really lost, then i have to carry the responsibility


Later, the landord says want to talk to us
something have to make clear...
( well, ready for tat already)
she waves the KEYS infront of me...
( know what happen liao ba)
continue by the issue of room's tidyness and the amount of the clothes to wash

she says we have too many clothes to wash
and the sources are from ME....
i try explain that is not my fault
she says i am always defend myself.... T.T
( i really never wear so many clothes in a day lo....except for CCA activites only lo....that is really COMPULSARY de leh, or else you want me to wear my smelly sports attire for 2 days??? T.T)



Anyway the situation is not as worse as you think la,
she just telling us without the intention of scolding
i also understand her pressure
and we should tolerate each other under the same roof
i admit that sometimes is our fault also




- End of 23th October 2008-







"To my classmates, this evening i really don't have any intention to lead and must follow my order, it is just a game,and i sincerely want you all to enjoy the game. I know i got my attitude problem, yes i am a person who like to order people. Based on what i see from last time until now, i know my limitation of influence, i cant really give people enough influence as the other people can do. Therefore, i have receive this fact. I will stop my attempt to become a person who i not suppose to become."



"I realise, my personality and character isn't that good as i think. I thought, when i come to poly, my life will be different than my secondary school. However, i know, my poly life will still the same with last time. This is really depends on my own personal. The nature of myself, already is a faith, i will not reach the goal which i set, and change to a person who i wish to become."



Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Lunch at Seoul Garden

TODAY

I went to school
And
I just have a 1 hour long tutorial class
(summore i am LATE by 30 minutes)
because the maths class in the evening is CANCELLED
due to the lecturer had fall SICK.

During 6pm
i have to go for the physical training from SCOUTS.
Well, NOW is 12pm...
Boon Jie and Fauzy
also will be having their TOUCH RUGBY training on 6pm too
All of us
me,Boon Jie,Fauzy,Sulaimi,Wei Wen and Edmund
DON'T WISH to go back home so early

After slacking around
in our MEMORABLE Structured Programming Classroom
we all decide to go Marina Square to watch movie
(because somebody said that the cinema thr still got "House Bunny" this movie)

After 10 STATIONS of MRT..... (around...40 minutes ba)
And
15 minutes of WALKING...
we reach right INFRONT of GV cinema

No "House Bunny" this movie
Boon said want to watch "Painted Skin"
but Edmund said he WATCHED that movie already


Well, no other NICE movies to watch also
And everybody also very HUNGRY now
Then Fauzy suggests to go Seoul Garden for lunch
( well, he is really PRO in FOODS de lolz...)






Lolz...i cant wait to EAT sia...

1 is busy EATING, another 1 is busy COOKING...


Sulaimi and Fauzy


Me and Edmund


view of ESPLANADE from the restaurant

Don't play with the food ! See, what is this? (chao tah already =p)

After finish eating, we go take DESERT

Edmund comes back with a bowl of ice-cream

He thought that 1 is MANGO flavour, but then it is CORN flavour. So, he decided not to eat AT ALL (waste food leh...)

In the end, Wei Wen,Sulaimi and Edmund go to Suntec City. Me,Boon Jie and Fauzy go to Peninsula Mall. Fauzy needs to buy a new boots at there.

After that, we take bus to go back Singapore Polytechnic.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

First lesson in GEM (General Elective Module)

As it is compulsary to every students, we have to take at least 3 GEMs within 3 years in polytechnic. In this semester, i have taken this module called Effective Interpersonal Communication.


Well, as usual, when i and Jaarvis (my classmate who take the same GEM with me) enter the class, we realize we are late again.... (forever i cant change the LATE habit lolz...T.T )


A SUPER LONG introduction of lecturer herself (she intro herself just like telling out her whole life story) and later follow by the short introduction by our own students, somehow like "ice breaking", lecturer says it is "Self Disclosure" (wadever la)




The FIRST LESSON








The purpose i choose this module, because i feel that i need to learn more on how to manage the communications and conflicts with the other people.

Besides that, i think, i have to UNDERSTAND MYSELF better....

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Hmm...FRIENDS in polytechnic?

3 P.M


After my lessons end,
i just dont have the mood and feeling to go back home...
In the same time, i am HUNGRY TOO!!!
Therefore, i try to call anyone of my friends see whether they are free...
Well, only Qi Yun is able to end class on 4pm.


While waiting for her,
i spend my time at the study area... ( Wah damn COLD sia... )
Later, i go to find her ( school of BUSINESS again ! CLIMB HILL like H3ll lolz... )
We go to Foodcourt 4 to settle my LUNCH-TEA....
There i meet a friend too, she also studies the same course with me de...
( oops, what is her name already ah? =p)
Too long never come back to school ground already.
Forget is QUITE NORMAL de rite ? XD


Later, we go to Bukit Batok Westmall to meet Ser Ser.
(she wait us for quite a long time already)
We just hanging around

and try to spend as much time as possible inside that shopping center.
Well, this shopping center is not too big either
and today there are not alot of people too.
We enter the arcade, both of them also want me to grab a BEAR for them...
(well, i dunno how to play tis kind of thing 1 lo)
Luckily the arcade there requires Card to play, so we left the arcade finally ^^




Continue to walk...alot of chatting we had
Alot of sharing of stories we had too
Since i come to Singapore,
i seldom share my certain stories and secrets
Except for those FRIENDS who are really that CLOSE and TRUSTABLE

Three of us...

Ser Ser and Me


Qi Yun and Me



Later we have our dinner there
while waiting for the "Eggie" Sharon to join us later.
Just anyhow, i do feel better and comfortable after that
Hopefully, i can really back on track on the RIGHT TIME... =)

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

First Blood !!!

Date: 14th October 2008 (the 2nd day of 2nd semester)
Time: err...7 sumthing perhaps?

Place: Singapore Polytechnic, School of Bussiness



BEFORE


As usual, Tuesday is the day for Rovers Scout to have our physical training. Normally the physical training we have to do static or running to train our stamina, BUT since now school just reopen, everybody still at the "slacking" state. Thus, today's training we just play some games to "warm up".



AFTER


The first game we have finished playing. It is somehow can describe as 'two group of peoples fight until death to just grab a bottle and back to the base... =.= ' (so, use your own imagination to figure how the game looks like la)


Now is the second game... This game is Hide and Seek, at the area of School Of Bussiness





Well, those people who are elected as the Catcher, all also RUNNERS lolz.... ( i think, this game sure got alot of fun ba)


On their counting, all of us go find the places to hide. I and Bryan run to a place which near to the staircase to hide.


Nick : I think here we will SAFE de la, also come to so end already.

Bryan : Hopefully la

Nick : Ok, now i keep looking at the downstair, you keep looking at upstair.

Bryan : OK !






15 seconds later...


Bryan : RUN !

Nick : Whoa ! So fast can find us already !?



Both of us started to run...Bryan almost falls down when he is running down the stair. I look behind, i saw a TALL Indian guy who is wearing red colour jersey, he is Nav... ( the fastest runner who got a pair of extreme long leg )



Then, i just RUN!!! lolz...i run uphill and i am going to turn into a corner....


AND





I am "sticked" to the floor, and BLEEDING...Everybody shout for Mellisa to get the first aid kit...





Parts of body that got hurt: Chin and right hand












One of the causes which make me SLIPPED and FALL DOWN: wearing the WRONG shoes






Well...Luckily never hurt my FACE lolz...and my TEETH also... or else it is really serious matter already.... XD


Anyway,thanks for Pei Shan who help me to do the first aid, and thanks for everybody's concern too ^^ ( i am kinda potong stim lo, they play the game just for around 3 minutes then have to stop already...) luckily later they still manage to continue the next game, and that time i have to become CASUALTY lolz... ( in the same time, i got the "Always Get Injured People" award from everybody... o_o )

Sunday, October 12, 2008

the days before my 2nd semester start...

12th October 2008, 6.25 pm, SUNNY, Jurong West-Singapore


Here i sit infront of my laptop...just finish clean up and unpack my bloody things.
If not the stupid bus late at custom there, i should can reach here earlier =p



Today is the end of my first semester holiday. Well, the 6 weeks holidays seems that it can be either too long or too short for me.


For my academic and study, it is TOO LONG


For my friend and family, it is ALWAYS TOO SHORT T.T






Yesterday (11th October, 1.oo pm)



Scene 1: Vinz's Corner (for me, it is always vinz corner)

I choose to spend my whole day with my own friends, and Vinz's Corner aunty and uncle. It is such a long time i never went back there before, since i start to study at Singapore.

There are nothing much changes in the WARM and MEMORABLE cafe, aunty and uncle are still look so young, their son also start to grow bigger...and handsome too XD


The only changes for me is, last time i and my certain friends are used to come here to hang around and spend our time, now most of them also study at the other place and get busy on their commitment. During that moment, i just try my best to use that 2 hours to remember back those memories...







Scene 2 : Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT station, Leisure Mall


I met Yi Jia at Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT station on 4.00 pm (hmmm....she is being late for half an hour i guess =p) We went to Woods to have our hair dressing (her fringe is super damn long, looks like a PIECE...my hair also grows at a super fast rate,which my mum have to DEMAND me to go cut it shorter.... O_o )


Well, when we walked out from the saloon, we went to Leisure Mall to hang around while waiting the rest to yumcha during night. Almost ALL THE TIME she is just keep on looking on the mirror, and keep saying the same words : " My hair cut until not nice lo, i dun like the FRINGE !!! " (actually is very OKAY de lo, better than the original PIECE OF FRINGE ba XD)


After some window shoppings, we sit inside McD and i bought a burger to stuff my hungry stomach while waiting the time to past. Meanwhile we keep on chatting and chatting... (the topics and words like will never end forever, PLUS some gay poh towards the "guy" who sit opposite us) Suddenly her mum called her, and scold her because she never inform her before she went out ( i can see Yi Jia's face expression change OBVIOUSLY...)


In the end, her mum came to fetch her home.... (after the mission of NAGGING failed) she lost her mood during that time (actually same to me too...)


and later i inform the "bad news" to the rest....









Scene 3 : Gilly Cafe (tan cha wu- in mandarin)

Mac's car arrived Leisure Mall. Ken and Tze Pei already inside, follow by Janson. That time i only know that Tze Pei and Janson went to Leisure Mall too, in the same time when i and Yi Jia were there.

We enter the Gilly Cafe, Ken and Tze Pei are so impressed with the place which full of BLUE LIGHTS...so we decide to sit there.

Looking at the Menu, we realise that there are noting much food which we can order (or rather say, we dunwan to eat that) Later the waiter pass us the another Menu, it is a steamboat menu.

Guess what? Raining day plus extremely cold weather, me and Mac order two sets of steamboat to get WARM...Meanwhile, later when a waiter comes, i keep on looking at him properly, and i am SURPRISED! He is Steven, 1 of the friends who work part time together last time. Last year when we first go yumcha also in this cafe, now we met here again (believe in faith anot? ^^)

We are waiting for the presence of Mei Zhen. She said she will come here after dinner with her mum... ( mummys again...the power of WOMAN ) In the end, she says she couldn't come (the reason i dun nd tell ba =p)

The characteristic of the TJK ( The Jolly Kiddies) is, we forever will have endless topic and craps to talk about. While we are "steamboating", we "blowing soups" alots too


Some of us said: "Since Mei Zhen also cannot come already lo, and her pc also with us, why not we go to her house? I think her mum also very welcome us d....(confidence after i,mac and ken went to her house last time)"








Scene 4: Mei Zhen's house

On the way, Tze Pei show us the PROPER way to go to her house without LOST (before tat, mac and ken get lost in tat area again)


We reach Mei Zhen's house, and the gate is open BIG for us to enter (VIP datang is lik tat de la =p) Her mum comes out, and we great her "Aunty, Gong Xi Fa Cai !" (she laughs, means "dim" la) Once we almost to step inside the doorstep, Mei Zhen's little puppy had captured everybody's attention.
Tze Pei and Mac (the puppy lovers) soon ask Mei Zhen to let them play with the puppy. "His" name is HANDSOME, because Mei Zhen says XIAO BAI too common wo... Soon, all of us put our attention on the puppy, poor Mei Zhen was left behind...ini panggil friends ma, we come here actually wan to find the puppy more than find her d =p





Scene 5: Mamaks King

We go for SECOND round yumcha at the place near Mei Zhen's house, which known as Mamaks King ( we are very wondering lo, how KING is this mamak stall leh?)

Actually there still got many different types of hawker stalls and mamak stalls, all gather in 1 open space area...Well, this is 1 of the Malaysian culture which i cant find it in Singapore. (tats why when my sem break starts, 1 of the things which i miss most in Malaysia is MAMAK STALL !!)

Drink...Eat (for some only, somebody is on diet, the person i dun nd mention ba =p) AND talk LOUDLY and HIGHLY among ourselves (endless topic again)...






" I like this kind of feelings, I feel very comfortable when i am talking with you all, The Jolly Kiddies, i just wish the time will never past at all, stop for US to preserve the MOMENT longer...are you all having the same thinking with me? "








Scene 6 : My House

Although everybody dun wish to go back home, but the TIME and CLOCK has decided for us. All of us reach home safely in the SILENT NIGHT...

As usual, me and Ken are inside my house, have our very OWN conversation... The brothers always will share their feelings and thinkings when we are free, no secret between both of us. This time, there are new thinkings and feelings being shared, once again we understand a situation CLEARER and learn more LESSONS of our life.



Scene 7 : Puduraya Bus Station

This morning, i get everythings ready to go back Singapore. My parents fetch me to the station. Although i just slept for 2 hours, but i am sure my mind is still clear, at this MOMENT my feelings are kinda confused and more sensitive to everything...Anyway, thanks for the WARM messages from Ken and Mei Zhen, and the BLUR SLEEPY yet SWEET calling from Yi Jia.






"All of us have to fight for our future, we have to keep our promises here, meet each other is the GREATEST MOMENT ever, appreciate that, and remember forever..."






















Wednesday, October 8, 2008

the real meaning of GiLa ?

Ok, here i know this is a sensitive topic for all the whole Gila family. This is my own voice of opinion, is up to you all to either agree or disagree with that.


The History of GiLa Club

Well, actually i can say that GiLa Club is mainly a combination of two different club from two different school, which 1 is MBS version and the another 1 is PESS version. It seems is a good idea when the two of the different group of people start to interact each other and get communicated. Actually, the main way of our people to communicate is mainly through FRIENDSTER discussion. Thus, i can see that there are many posts and chatting in that. Anyway, i am seldom active in Friendster discussion board. (which this i will talk with it later)


During the begining of it, it is a great success. Friendship and Bonding is so well between all of us. For the MBS guys, we always will hang around together, having our fun time during our secondary school, together we done something which is stupid.


The group is getting much more interesting with the present of Lynnet and Siew Qi. Lynnet always will be fair and semangat, and Siew Qi always will be so supportive. That time the SPM is coming nearby, which means, is near to our graduation.






We always gather together at Sze Jian's house to do revision ( i think, we play more ba) Well, actually the FIRST gathering for our MBS GiLa also is during the Sze Jian's Birthday Pool Party. What i say here, Sze Jian's house will always become a great memorable moment for us. We sleep together, jump in the pool together and play his "Bubbles" together as well. His house is such a familiar place for us.


Ok there, we are graduated and eventually finish our SPM exam also. During that time, our FREEDOM has arrived. We are out of the school bound, and we are more free to hang around together compared to the school time. However, we also having certain problems. Actually we did spend our time together and see each other more during our school time. Thus, we start to organize something which can make everybody interact and having the FUN TIME together. The first interaction between PESS GiLa and MBS GiLa happen later. We manage to go for an outing at SUNWAY LAGOON, which i can say, 7th December 2007 it is the greatest ever and wonderful day.





The spirit of Gila-ness come to the peak after the day. The gang is getting bigger by the joining of new friends. Actually me and Sze Jian do have a vission, that we want to spread our GiLa spirit and make the circle bigger and bigger. What we think is, we should pull more people in the circle, and get more people to share the fun. Actually the Sunway outing is an initial success.

The days are getting nearer to the Christmas. It is so fortunate that my friend suddenly ask us to spend our Christmas eve at Genting Highland. For me, it is such a great idea for us to go there. First, we can spend our wonderful Christmas together. Second, we never go for a trip before, usually a trip can make us to get closer and have more fun. At this time, to match my vission, i ask my another 2 friends to join the trip.








It is so FUN during the Christmas eve at there. All of us enjoyed like h3ll and spend our most GiLa night there. That eve is really full of spirit.

However, the story changed during the second day of the trip. Some misunderstanding happend between some of us, and eventually quarells happen....our group, have splitted totally into half. Until the end of the trip, the situation never getting better, until the way to home, we take different path......It is such a sudden that all of us never expected will happen. Before that we spend our most exciting time together, as i thought it will become a greatest trip for me. The CONTRAST, in just a few hours time....


Well, i can stop here. After that incident, actually we managed to get back our friendship, we hang around during new year countdown again. We do always go out to yumcha or go watch movie together. Everything seems get back to normal and like past. The next, Sze Jian went to Costa Rica for his study. We promised to keep our group and spirit. The Friendster discussion board seems get more active and active. Everybody have done their hard work to preserve our bonding and friendship, and the GiLa Club actually maintain until now....










The End







Ok, here is the real truth, if you can see my writing. Just based on the "essay" above, seems noting is wrong right? The ending is just a nice ending as the GiLa can manage to survive and all of us are still back together, after the "tsunami" at genting. Actually, there are alots of side effects which we cannot see. We are trying hard to get back our bonding and friendship in a short time, but in the same time, we do lost trust on each other. Every words, every actions we are just so becareful to avoid from making conflicts and misunderstanding happen. We are BONDED on the surface, however, the bonding between our mind and soul has totally LOST. Everytime we hang out, we are just like pretending on each other, to keep the group together. Besides that, in our gila club,there are some people who are really sensitive in thinking. Too Much different COMBINATIONs in our group and different commitment do make the situation worse. This thing i only realize after Jian's leaving. Now, even in the group of 7 guys here, there are already two different combination. This means that, if this two groups splitted out, remaining there are only 3 and 4 person on each side. A LINK must be always there for different combination. On the girl's side, i would like to say, we seldom involve them and really interact with them. Yea we do interact, in Friendster ! Well, i believe that we are lack of direct interact besides of msn, phone call and sms. Here i need to apologise on my frequent absent in Friendster discussion. I really don't like to participate in friendster discussion. For me, i prefer direct communication than Friendster communication. At least MSN will be better. I am sure, even though the original Sunway plan has successed on 29th September, it will not be a wonderful outing. Before that we not even come out to sit together at once and talk together, suddenly want organize an event or activities? Are we really MIXING TOGETHER? Or we are just COMPOUNDED together?


NOW

The errors in timing and things happen in the wrong time also make our situation become worse. Two times our planning had failed right? The first 1 is very last minute, and in the end, some words come out : "Why all of us also never co-operate de?" me and ken sendiri go out with the other friends pula, fantastic right? The second 1 is not last minute either, in the end, some words come out: " Why all also never put their effort on the planning?" me and ken then go genting on 28th september. wad ever u guys wan to think. The first 1, we only decided to go out with our BEST FRIENDS after the thing cancelled. The second 1, we already decided to go genting before u all say out the plan to sunway. Thats wad i can say.

AND

It is TRUE that many of us never put effort and commitment to the GiLa club. But it is not a CRIME and CANNOT BE BLAME. If our real heart really dunwan commit, if we choose to be honest to each other, this what we can only do. Thats why i say we are just scare to make conflicts and disagreement happen. There are different kind of people in the group, and actually most of us also very agressive in thinking and defensive.


I very appreciate the GiLa, and i do not want to give up GiLa too. I hope all of us can give each of us some TIME, i know now is a very critical stage, all of us also wan to think a way to solve it. However, ASAP only will make the same circle happen again after the genting disaster, we are just trying to maintain the group on surface. PLEASE! Don't make ourselves DIE SILENTLY. Can we actually have some time to rest and try to understand each other well? If, in the end we really find that we are different thinking and frequency, at least we can know clear bout our situation and have a happy ending....


"Actually, i like a GROUP more than a GANG, at least GROUP we still can have our own freedom and commitment" The real meaning of GiLa, whether it is a GANG that TIE us together? Or it is a GROUP which BRING us together? Do we really have the spirit of GiLa in our heart? Yes I do"